None provided any real change or lasting transformation.

There was no truth; just ‘my truth’ based on a buffet of modalities and experiences I could pick from which lead me to believe I was at the pinnacle of spiritual enlightenment.

Meanwhile…

There was no order.

There was chaos.

There was no solace,

or comfort

besides pushing me into continuing my search for more methodologies to heal my broken parts.

Then I learnt I wasn’t broken through the Goddess Culture!

I was perfect!

I was a goddess.

A creatrix.

And that didn’t help either…

I was still missing something.

I was depressed,

upset,

searching,

asking,

wondering,

exploring,

making bad decisions,

having no boundaries,

opening myself up to all sorts of spiritual experiences to finally get to something that would work.

And it finally happened…

in the midst of despair and darkness,

I got very sick…

emotionally

mentally

physically

spiritually…

I am here to tell you,

you don’t have to do it the hard way.

Wait for another ‘Dark Night of the Soul’ to get a glimpse of light in order to come back…

you do not have to keep spending your hard earned money on things that do not have a lasting effect.

They are quick dopamine fixes that leave you wanting more.

You can choose today to take your final journey... home.

Not another ritual.

Not another guru.

Not another self-help book.

Home is a Person.

His name is Jesus.